To Sui Yen...

Dearest sister, although I did complain a lot about staying with you, (it was forcing me to take a sniff of your smelly bolster and making me give you a goodnight kiss that brought them up) I feel really blessed to have you by my side when I am going through trying times. You could not imagine how much better I have been after those few days of spending some quality time with you. Our late night talks and crazy times really did much good for me emotionally and spiritually. There are a lot of things I have decided to do but it was so hard to actually put into action. Your constant reminders of having faith in God and trusting Him with my life really did wonders to me. You kept saying I am really like you before and I hope that God would use this time of mine here in small town Kampar to mold me into a person worthy of Him. A person like you. I always keep my emotions in check, somehow I can never show others how much I love them and appreciate them, so when you showed me your blog post, I could do no more but to give you a short hug. But inside, I was really happy. Happy that you would actually took aside some time to think of me amidst your busy schedule, happy that for once, I truly felt that someone, aside from God, actually wanted me around. For as long as I had remember I have always had this little speck of loneliness deep inside my heart. Although I know that God is always here for me, I needed something more, something I can touch and feel. And because I am like this, He blessed me with great friends that I met here in Kampar who walked beside me and supported me. Thank you so much for being here for me. I missed the times we spent together too. But we are going to spend more time together after CNY k?

O Heavenly Father, thank you for everything...

Over the mountain and the sea
Your river runs with love for me
And I will open up my heart
And let the healer set me free
I'm happy to be in the truth
And I will daily lift my head
For I will always sing of when Your love came down

I could sing of Your love forever
I could sing of Your love forever
I could sing of Your love forever
I could sing of Your love forever