The Missing Piece

When something is amiss or when things are just not the same anymore, the picture that you thought is already perfect is now missing a piece. Where can it be found? Will the picture ever be complete again? So many factors to consider yet all are variables that will change without warning. Change is inevitable but sometimes it is not easy adapting to change.

I have been thinking of a lot of things today... Thinking of a problem I have been tackling for some time now but have yet to conquer. I hope this can change. It is painful thinking about it. What does it really mean to love your neighbour as much as you do yourself? I am still trying to figure that out. Committing to something leaves you vulnerable, it hurts. A lot. But if you don't then what are you? An empty shell? Is that what I am becoming now? Immersing myself in worldly things to get away from people and my feelings, is that really the answer? Please help me understand Your will... Help me live a life that is pleasant to You. Guide me through this My Lord...

Seeing Red? xD

When I opened this present, I have no idea that inside holds one of the thing I want most in the world! Bella's charm bracelet! With the wolf charm from Jacob, heart charm from Edward and the Cullen family crest! It is indeed a dream come true! Thanks to Josie for it SO MUCH! Love ya! Anyone going green yet!?

The pretty girls from today... Bee, Nelly, Beng and me!

I had a fun time today guys. Thanks a lot. And also to our 2 drivers, not in the pic, thanks for driving us around... xD I'm so tired now I think it's only gonna be pics for today... Haha...

Songs to listen to by Blue October :

Hate Me : Edward's Song in beginning of New Moon

Overweight : Jacob's Song

My Never : Jacob's Song in Breaking dawn page 345 "When I stared into her eyes, I saw everything that I'd been looking for in the park"

Sound of Pulling Heaven Down : Edward's song at the end of New Moon when he realised that he has a lot to do to make up for all his mistakes.

books... Books... And More BOOKS!

Today's spoils! xD AWESOMENESS!

And I finally bought the last book of the Twilight Saga! A little late I know... But I wanted the hard cover copy. So... Now I have this :

YAY!

Happy Mid Autumn Festival People!

Ahh... It's been a long time since I blog... It's not that I don't have anything to say, well, I just don't feel like blogging. Lets just say I'm not in the mood... And I do not like to write short posts if I can help it.

Tonight we went to Sunway Pyramid for Nandos! It was delish as always, as Nandos is one of my fave restaurant of all time. We walked around after that but did not manage to buy much.

I just saw this totally cute top at Forever21 though... xD


The only spoil I had for the day was this! Brisingr! Finally out in paperback... Dad bought it for meh!


We had fun playing lanterns and candles back home after dinner. It was hard work keeping the lanterns lit but then again the satisfaction of looking at the pretty flames and lights is good enough for us!






And finally, some Big Apple donuts acting our 'fake' mooncake... xD

Coming Back To The Heart of Worship...

When the music fades
All is stripped away
And i simply come
Longing just to bring
Something that's of worth
That will bless your heart

I'll bring you more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what you have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

*Chorus
I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about you
It's all about you, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the things i've made it
When it's all about you
It's all about you, Jesus

King of endless worth
No one could express
How much you deserve
Though i'm weak and poor
All i have is yours
Every single breath

I'll bring you more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what you have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

*Chorus
I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about you
It's all about you, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the things i've made it
When it's all about you
It's all about you, Jesus

Hoarding Again

Haylee is a really cute bunny-inu-demon... XD And guess what? She's a Ruri!


Starlight because she is shiny and sparkly!


My pretty and golden Chrysta!


Cupcakes!!!!! <333

And lastly, the creme de la creme from Cafe de la Vie!

Heartaches...

OMG... I can't believed I watch the trailer for New Moon from ShuE's blog... Among the 4, New Moon and Eclipse would be the two i read the least. Mostly because in New Moon, Edward is hardly ever around and in Eclipse, Bella caused Edward so much pain it was really hard to read on. Now the New Moon movie is out again and THE 'phail' Robert Pattinson is going to make Edward look like some sort of a loser... Taylor Lautner does a much better job being Jacob Black... Even Kristen Stewart looks the role though I kinda think that her acting is lousy. I know I should not watch the movie because it is just an insult to the book but then again, I'd watch it just to criticize it. That's what I do anyway when my favourite books are made into movies... Gonna reread New Moon again just for the sake of stepping on the movie... This is gonna be another epic phail... XD

The hotness of Taylor Lautner with his hair cropped short.

Kristen Stewart as Isabelle Swan... I like this picture...