Decisions...

• I have a bad memory.
• I am always forgetting things.
• I can easily lose track of time and forget my meals.
• I am well known for being fickle minded.
• It has been a bad habit of mine since goodness know when.
• I have a hard time deciding on things especially if I want both as bad.
• I would rather jump off the roof of a tall building rather than decide on something quickly.
• I work better when I have ample time to think things through although I give myself a headache the entire time.
• When someone rushes me to do something it would always end in me forgetting about something important.

I love the person I have become.
I hate the person I am.
And I do not know which emotion is more potent.
I really need to do something about this...